UNDER CONSTRUCTION

I forgot

There is a part of me that is Perfect. 

But I forgot. 

And in my forgetfulness, I felt naked without Perfection; so I donned myself with an “ego suit”. 

I forgot that there is a part of me that is Pure, Whole, Well; without flaw, dysfunction, illness or disease.  I have forgotten that part of myself.  The ego suit got heavy…and wore me down as I forgot my Wholeness.

I have forgotten my Original Nature and what the Essence of my Original Life feels like.  I have forgotten that sense of Perfection and the comfort of Wholeness and Wellness.  I forgot that there’s a part of me that experiences that and…Is That.

I have forgotten the part of myself that is Pure Light, Pure Consciousness and Correct Mindfulness.  I have forgotten to trust that part of myself; and instead, I plugged into many pseudo-forms of power and strength that have drawn me deeper into forgetfulness.

I have forgotten the part of me that is not physical, biological and confined to the 5 human senses, but is Pure Energy…Pure Light…Pure Love.  I have forgotten my Spirit, my Soul and my Heart.

I forgot. 

And in my forgetfulness, instead of Perfection and Pureness, I learned to believe that I am impure and far from perfect; that I am broken and I need fixed – so I feel guilty and ashamed for being so impure and imperfect.   Then I go through Life trying to prove that I’m not impure and imperfect. 

I forgot the Pureness of mind, the Joy of emotions and the Harmony of body.  And in my forgetfulness my mind became dark and confused, my emotions became whirlwinds of drama – sometimes even frozen as pain crystallized and paralyzed my warm heart; and my body responded with illness and disease because forgetfulness began residing in my cells.

I forgot that I am Energy Body before I am physical body.  I am spirit before I am flesh.  And I forgot that the Energy that I Am is Light.  I forgot that the Light of my Original Nature is the Light of my path in this Life; and when it becomes dim because I have forgotten, I cannot see clearly and I get lost.  I forgot how to shine with my own Light.

When I get lost, it feels very dark.  And things go bump in the night.  I can’t see what’s around me – maybe there are monsters here in the dark!  My fears become a dark reality, and all the while, there was really nothing there in the first place – except the Light that I Am; but I forgot that part of myself.  So I believed in fear.  And fear poisoned me with dysfunction of body, mind and emotion.

The ego suit is my forgetfulness; but I choose to strip myself of forgetfulness and stand naked in the Light of Original Life.

It has been a deep forgetfulness and I have mortally suffered from the sense of loss of my Divine Nature... but…

Now…I remember.  I remember there is THAT part of me.  It’s just hint of remembrance, but enough to open to it…and welcome myself back Home. 

So now…I open…I reconnect.  I rejoin with my Original Nature:

Perfection 

Wholeness 

Pure Consciousness 

Correct Mindfulness  

My Original Energy Body of Light

Once upon a time, I forgot.  And now I remember.

Written by:  Cathy Campbell

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